this lonely street

I wish life came with a remote to ◀◀ Rewind, ► Play, ▌▌Pause & ►► Fast Forward.

(via @OhJustLikeMe - Twitter)

 

boom

right below the ceiling

You know you’re in love when you can’t fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.

You know you’re heartbroken when you want to fall asleep and never wake up because dreams are better than reality. Screw it.

hershey gave me a hug

Best painkillers, ever.

If only they were real ♥

i slipped

Those times are just memories. Nothing lasts forever.

decompose

PLAIN WHITE LIES

PS: that’s my mom in the picture.

off the deep end

Took this during my stay in singapore.

I’m sick of being in school.

Especially when you have teachers who embarrass you in front of classes for no apparent reason. Just because they dislike you, maybe. Go to hell.

please rewind

I think I failed Math. But it’s okay I guess, maybe being in set 3 isn’t so bad. Beacuse, you get low marks for it and you won’t feel so bad cause, you’re not entirely alone. Unlike being in set 1 last year, my results were horrible and I’m one of the worst among the smart people there.

Anyway, all the studying for Sejarah paid off a little. I’m kinda satisfied with this term because even though it’s not an A, but it’s a B1, teehee.

I tend to get worried very easily lately, even when it comes to the littlest things. I don’t know, is it paranoia?

tired of drama

Back from Sentosa, SG. Not one of the best trips but it was ok.

There’s school tomorrow and I haven’t started on my homework. I don’t have the new timetable either.

It’s gonna be a shitty week.

It’s a tim tam, by the way.

PS: anybody wants to watch alice in wonderland with me?

realization

“other side of the world”

Over the sea and far away,
She's waiting like an iceberg,
Waiting to change.
But she's cold inside,
She wants to be like the water.

All the muscles tighten in her face,
Buries her soul in one embrace.
They're one and the same,
Just like water.

The fire fades away,
Most of everyday,
Is full of tired excuses,
But it's to hard to say.
I wish it were simple,
But we give up easily,
You're close enough to see that,
You're the other side of the world to me.

On comes the panic light,
Holding on with fingers and feelings alike,
But the time has come,
To move along.
The fire fades away,
Can you help me,
Can you let me go,
And can you still love me,
When you can't see me anymore?

Cherish life.

salt and vinegar

The exams are finally over. It’s a one-week holiday break now and a few weeks after that it’ll be the mid-terms exams. Our homeroom teacher actually reminded us that now first-terms are over, mid-terms are coming real soon. It’s sickening. (i shall not remind you how many days, though)

I know I have not been blogging a lot lately, mainly because I’m lazy and of the exams last week. My apologies. It’s really rare for me to actually blog, you know, typing. Because normally I’ll just post up lots of pictures. Well, somehow, today I just feel like it.

Just so you know, things have been going bad. Had a sleepover yesterday at Jean’s place and it cheered me up, a lot. We swam, took pictures, a lot of pictures, watched movies, ate junk, shared the problems we’re facing, ate tutti frutti, skyped with cempakans, walked to bsc just to buy fries and did all sorts of cuckoo stuff. Enjoyed ourselves big time.

  

I’ve learnt to not make assumptions so soon, and to let go those who are hurting you. Because, they couldn’t face the problems and instead of working things out the proper way, they run away and leave you getting hurt.

your guardian angel

When I see your smile,
Tears run down my face,
I can't replace.
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out,
How this world turns cold,
And breaks through my soul.
And I know, I'll find deep inside me,
I can be the one.
I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven.
It's okay, it's okay, it's okay…

Seasons are changing and waves are crashing,
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow  l o n g e r  and nights grow shorter,
I can show you, I'll be the one.
I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to Heaven.
'Cause you're my, you're my, my,
My true love, my whole heart.
Please don't throw that away,
'Cause I'm here for you.
Please don't walk away,
And please tell me, you'll stay, stay.
Use me as you will,
Pull my strings just for a thrill.
And I know, I'll be okay,
Though my skies are turning… gray.

-The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus

friends are like seven eleven’s

they’re always there for you, 24/7. ♥

 

It the second day of the exams. Can’t wait till it’s over! :-)

hell

Screw the exams.