if you say what you think you are

A very gloomy day for me today. If it weren’t for my friends my day would have been so much worse. They somehow have so many ways to cheer you up, no matter what. ♥

There was a rehearsal in the hall yesterday. I was regretting like crazy for participating in the dance before we got on stage. I don’t know, i just don’t feel good being on stage. They added two more eights unexpectedly at the end so it was pretty.. awkward. Other dances were good.

I’m kind of worried how the costume would be like. The last time i saw a rough sketch of it, most parts of the dress were labelled orange and… purple. Worst combination, ever. The teacher in charge wouldn’t change her mind. I tried convincing but it won’t work! Roar. I know it’s kinda unnecessary making a big fuss about it but, i really don’t want our costume to be a disaster. I mean that’s what we’re gonna wear on concert day itself. :(

PS: I’m free tomorrow! First time in a very long time that i’ll be staying at home on a saturday. (having a one week break from ballet since it’s after exams) Feeling lazy already.

don't hesitate

Kind of like David Tao’s old single, Katrina. Worth a listen.

boo you pirouette

I had my ballet exam today. The examiner has short gray hair. Not the ordinary short though, it’s like a giant gray fringe.. yeah. Like how you see in those animes? Kind of. She’s really stylish. She wore sky high leopard print heels and a classy dress.

Anyway, i don’t know if i did that well. I panicked during one of the center exercises and made a few mistakes. But it’s all over now, so yay. The rest of the group were good, and i just hope i’ll (at least) get a merit. It will be good enough for me.

This happens once in awhile at home. Totally.

Today you are you that is truer than true.

There is no one alive that is youer than you.

(via weheartit)

a gigantic part of my life

Love you always

times are hard for dreamers

2009

It doesn’t make sense to let go of something you have wanted for so long, but it also doesn’t make sense to hold on when there’s nothing there.

when i lose myself i think of you

Jackie is having mites in her paws again. I asked my brother why aren’t the mites visible and he told me you can only see them with a scope. I never knew that.

I love my rainbow toe socks.

how was your day

My tuesday this week was one of the most hectic days in school ever. Crazy i tell you, especially being in 2L. Concert practices are fun. We are nearly done with all of the steps, so it’s a really good thing. The song of our dance is “i’m going to like it here” just in case you’re wondering. Sounds bad but.. we got used to it?

Ballet exam is just 5 days away. I’m terrified.

Ever tried.

Ever failed.

No matter.

Try again.

Fail again.

Fail better.

- Samuel Beckett (1906-1989)

alter

Apologizing: does not always mean that you are wrong and the other person is right. It just means that you value your relationship more than your ego.

(reblogged via Juin)

delicate passion

Melbourne, Australia These are some of the Enid Blyton books i used to read a lot many years back. 

I know i have too many pictures of the same stuff all over again. That’s why i need to go out. Can’t wait to go Bali when the june holidays are here.

just in case you’re hungry

I love the weekends.

Half eaten bowl of caesar salad i made.

Hello May babies!